smlm ad mentor mantee...tp cm bese la ktaorng jns hura hara cket.hehe.Kt mmane pn bsig jer,nk bg ceria suasna jer la.Wani plan ngn seri nk kuar nti ptg,depa ajk ak join skali...erm,bab kuar ni ak jns on je.wawaaa!!!boring jgk kt blik jer....ak pn cbe2 la ajk imah kuar sma....rsa nya dh lma jgk xkuar ngn die...die jst snyp je,trasa jgk ak...tp myb die ngh pk kot nk nuar o x.so,ak wt rileks je la....tup2...bla wni try ajk lak die ckp "mlas la nk kuar....duit dining ad lg...."...erm,xnk kuar rupenya,ala...td xckp trus trng.pnt je ak bharap.nthla...ak kot y emo,pdhal die mg jrng nk kuar mkn.....bkn xtawu.huhu.
lpas solat zhor,ak pn trus kn hobi ak...tdo!!!!yippi....pnat tau.rsa cm bru je tlena...kruk!kruk....(pintu blik ak tbuka).wani tnya jd ke kuar...bla tgk enset,upenya dh kul 5 ptg.Dr kul 2 ak tdo...wow!nikmatnya.Ktaorng pn msg2 bsiap la....b3 je kuar....
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Arini ttba ak tpk lg psl plan utk smbt besdy imah,erm...ngn ykin dri ak gtau qilah ngn k'muna.dioarg on je...(ad support!!!)Ak plan nk ajk kuar mkn ptg ni...then ak pn nk sdiakan kek n adiah utk die.sje smbt awl 1 ari coz nti ad kls mlm...ak dh eppy da ni...ni je last kn ak kt cni ngn die.Line UNINET cm ok je arini...ap lg,dh lma xlyn ym...trus ym la.hehe.imah pn online gk...ak pn antr la kt die cmni"jom kuar ptg ni??bdk2 ni ajk mkn2.."(sje cver lne ,pdhal ak y ajk bdk2 ni skli)
tup..tup!!!ak dpt reply"asyk mkn je...ish!!!!"
erm..."ala...jom la.ko xsupport pn..."ak cbe mluahkan prsaan..
"tgk la dlu..."rply ringks y ak tma..
Ya allah,kcewa nye ak...kalu bkn sbb nk clbrte besdy die,ak xmtk die kuar ngn ak...myb xslesa kot kuar ngn ak.tp ni kwn2 len pn ad....
xpe la....bkn rzeki,ak xksh pn....lg pn ni msh pg.Myb ptg nti nk plak ke dia kuar mane tau kn??
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Wk2 p bli lunch kt dning ak tsrempak ngn ari...try la jgk ajk die join ptg nti.almak!!!lpa..atie kn xchat,xlrat nk kuar...erm,kecewa utk kli ke 2.....huhu...
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
Finally!!!!....but???
hehe...gembira la kot bla org tsyg dh muncul kembali...pg ni ak bgun pnuh ngn kjutan(....tkzut beruk ak...opps,tp bkn ak y beruk.hehe).nset ak bbunyi...tone msg kgmaran ak (When u say nothing)kjt ak dr tdo y kaku...xbg mkna pape pn....tp bla ak bc msg 2....
a**....abg dh mula tugas kt batri.bru kuar guard room.
da keje.dh ok keje....a** sehat?rnndu abg x?
abg ttp syng n ingt a**...
ak btul2 cm xcye je...dh 3 mgu die tgl kn ak ats sbb y mg xdpt nk elak...lngsung xdpt nk cntct.Ngn family die pn jst mlalui surt...cm zman dulu2 plak kn??Cousin ngn mak die la y slalu inform pape kt ak tme 2...Ya Allah,syukur sgt die msh ingt ak...tp ak xtau la dlm ati die cmne..be strong n jst cbe cya ap kta2 die.B4 ni xpnh lg die tpu ak....
Ksian lak bla dgr cter die....byk nye y plu die lalui tme 2...Die cm dendam kn smthing,bla ak tnye...jwpan die...bkn sft die tuk jd pndendam tp jst think spe y wat die jd cm2..isau plak ak dgr cm2.
Ak dh blh eppy...org y ak syng ad ngn ak nw...walaupn ktaorng msh tpsah ngn lautan luas...Arap2 benda cm dlu xkn pnh tjdi lg lam khdpan ktaorng...hehe,nti nk jmpe!!!!eppy nye....Td mak die pn dh cl ak....tnya die ad cntct ak x...Tp ksian sgt kt die,ak xsmpai ati nk gtau kak intan dh jd arwah mgu lpas...2 kak ksyangn die.Cmne perasaan die ??Ak xnk gtau...ak xkuat...Dgr ap y die luahkan td pn dh byk wat ak insaf..ak tlalu kejam.Apa y ak wat spnjng die xd?...ak setia ke?
a**....abg dh mula tugas kt batri.bru kuar guard room.
da keje.dh ok keje....a** sehat?rnndu abg x?
abg ttp syng n ingt a**...
ak btul2 cm xcye je...dh 3 mgu die tgl kn ak ats sbb y mg xdpt nk elak...lngsung xdpt nk cntct.Ngn family die pn jst mlalui surt...cm zman dulu2 plak kn??Cousin ngn mak die la y slalu inform pape kt ak tme 2...Ya Allah,syukur sgt die msh ingt ak...tp ak xtau la dlm ati die cmne..be strong n jst cbe cya ap kta2 die.B4 ni xpnh lg die tpu ak....
Ksian lak bla dgr cter die....byk nye y plu die lalui tme 2...Die cm dendam kn smthing,bla ak tnye...jwpan die...bkn sft die tuk jd pndendam tp jst think spe y wat die jd cm2..isau plak ak dgr cm2.
Ak dh blh eppy...org y ak syng ad ngn ak nw...walaupn ktaorng msh tpsah ngn lautan luas...Arap2 benda cm dlu xkn pnh tjdi lg lam khdpan ktaorng...hehe,nti nk jmpe!!!!eppy nye....Td mak die pn dh cl ak....tnya die ad cntct ak x...Tp ksian sgt kt die,ak xsmpai ati nk gtau kak intan dh jd arwah mgu lpas...2 kak ksyangn die.Cmne perasaan die ??Ak xnk gtau...ak xkuat...Dgr ap y die luahkan td pn dh byk wat ak insaf..ak tlalu kejam.Apa y ak wat spnjng die xd?...ak setia ke?
harapanKu.....
- Dean's list......
- insyaAllah nk dpt NC...(xtau la cmne,sem last da ney...)
- Nk sgt jmpe ngn *****(windu...byk snguh hlangn ut ktaorng)
- Kalu ***** dpt posting,ak xnk jauh dr die lg....(berat gler bbnan.....)
- Msa y ssui nti ak nk btrus trng ngn smbody y byk bhrap kt ak....
- Nk jrnihkn kkeliruan antra ak,***** n 'smbdy'
eppy ke sdh???
hehe...xtau la nk kte...mlm td cl mami best gler dpt smbng...2 la,spe suh dh 2 ari lngsung xcntct???hehe...Mami sbuk dk cter psl permata hati ak....Edriyana Syazreen.Umo dh 1 taun lbh...dh pndaai nk mlram cm auntie die.hehe(baby ni pgl ak mama....nth kt mane la die ikt pgglan cm2 kt ak...huhu.malu...)Mst zman ak bdk2 dlu pn cm2...wawawa.Nti mesti ak dh xdpt nk men2 ngn baby lg...bln dpn kot mk ayh die nk bwa die blik China.Maklum la....abg ngn my sister in law keje kt sna.Boring la mami ak nti....cucu dh jauh.Xska la cmni....dh bpe bln baby ngn ktaorng,rsa khilangn sgt...
Erm....xpela,nti ak ngn adik2 blh tman mami nti....(hehe kalu mami bc ni mst ngs pnye...hehe.Opps!!mami ak ni senstif tau ngn ank2)Wk2 zman sek dlu,tiap ari ak kna cl umh...kalu xmula la mami ngn arwah papa xsng dduk....lucu je bla ingt blik..cm ktaorng xpndai survive lak.
Ala....lg 1 ni y ak xska....abg ak y scond dh nk kwin....tgl bpe ari je lg...Mst xsyng ak lg.Benci!!!benci!!!npe la abg ni.....Ak bkn xepy die nk kwin...tp ktaorng xbese ad orng len,nti ssh nk kongsi pape cter lg....xpe,ak pn nk kwin jgk nti..pdan mka abg.....blh ke benci bnda cmni???Mami ckp ak xleh cmni....tp adik2 ak pn sma je.....cmna ni????
Semoga abg bhagia la.....baby lak jgn lpa ktorng kt M'sia tau...
Erm....xpela,nti ak ngn adik2 blh tman mami nti....(hehe kalu mami bc ni mst ngs pnye...hehe.Opps!!mami ak ni senstif tau ngn ank2)Wk2 zman sek dlu,tiap ari ak kna cl umh...kalu xmula la mami ngn arwah papa xsng dduk....lucu je bla ingt blik..cm ktaorng xpndai survive lak.
Ala....lg 1 ni y ak xska....abg ak y scond dh nk kwin....tgl bpe ari je lg...Mst xsyng ak lg.Benci!!!benci!!!npe la abg ni.....Ak bkn xepy die nk kwin...tp ktaorng xbese ad orng len,nti ssh nk kongsi pape cter lg....xpe,ak pn nk kwin jgk nti..pdan mka abg.....blh ke benci bnda cmni???Mami ckp ak xleh cmni....tp adik2 ak pn sma je.....cmna ni????
Semoga abg bhagia la.....baby lak jgn lpa ktorng kt M'sia tau...
Saturday, February 21, 2009
????
Arini cm boring sgt...xd klas kn.Ak bgun pn dh lwt td....lyn ym jp...ph2 tdo.huhuhu..
Cm xd keje pn...pdhal system xjln pn,arapkn org len je y wat.Malang sgguh group members ak...sory yer kwn2...Npe la mkin lma cm mkin boring je idup ak...myb sbb sem ni klas pn xbyk...Ak lak jns ska dk kt blik je kalu xd pape nk wt...xska sgt lyn kwn2 tgk movie o lpak2...T pkkdng join gk ,nti apa lak kwn2 ak ckp...xnk la org kte ak mnyombong xtntu psal...
Em....sunyi je kt cni arini....ak lak lyn msj ngn kwn y slalu tman ak tme boring..die je la kot rjin mlyn ak.Skrng nye ak xd la boring smp nk mti...heheh.Isau jgk...kkdng kwn y rpat ngn kte la lg sng nk trase ati ngn kte.Myb btol kot...mk ak pn pnh ckp cm2...pnglamn msg2 kot.Td kwn akad p tmerloh...ak pesan kn KFC...hehe.Kt jengka ni mne la nk dpt benda cm2...Ak bru je lpas mkn ngn kwn2 td...seronk tau dpt mkn sma.Xbyk mane pn...tp ckup la utk ktaorng sma kongsi mkn.Kwn2 ak pn cm2,jns ska kongsi mknan pape...
Nw...diorg dh p tgk movie kt blik kwn...tgl la ak sorng mlyn perasaan.huhu..sje xnk join...xd mood kot.Bring kn idup cm ak ni....
Cm xd keje pn...pdhal system xjln pn,arapkn org len je y wat.Malang sgguh group members ak...sory yer kwn2...Npe la mkin lma cm mkin boring je idup ak...myb sbb sem ni klas pn xbyk...Ak lak jns ska dk kt blik je kalu xd pape nk wt...xska sgt lyn kwn2 tgk movie o lpak2...T pkkdng join gk ,nti apa lak kwn2 ak ckp...xnk la org kte ak mnyombong xtntu psal...
Em....sunyi je kt cni arini....ak lak lyn msj ngn kwn y slalu tman ak tme boring..die je la kot rjin mlyn ak.Skrng nye ak xd la boring smp nk mti...heheh.Isau jgk...kkdng kwn y rpat ngn kte la lg sng nk trase ati ngn kte.Myb btol kot...mk ak pn pnh ckp cm2...pnglamn msg2 kot.Td kwn akad p tmerloh...ak pesan kn KFC...hehe.Kt jengka ni mne la nk dpt benda cm2...Ak bru je lpas mkn ngn kwn2 td...seronk tau dpt mkn sma.Xbyk mane pn...tp ckup la utk ktaorng sma kongsi mkn.Kwn2 ak pn cm2,jns ska kongsi mknan pape...
Nw...diorg dh p tgk movie kt blik kwn...tgl la ak sorng mlyn perasaan.huhu..sje xnk join...xd mood kot.Bring kn idup cm ak ni....
Friday, February 20, 2009
SahaBaT.....
aii...idup ni mst suram je kn tnpa khdiran kwn2..kkdng kwn2 ni blh wt kte eppy...sdh...bhgia..n mcm2 lg.2 psl kwn mmpu mncorkkn khdpn kte...Ak pn sma cm korng jgk...ad kwn2...Ak syg sema kwn2...
Pelik kn???Kkdng ak jd cpt trasa ngn usikn kwn2,pdhal ktaorng dh biasa bgurau cm2..Ak sdar,kkdng ak pn xmmpu nk jga sema perasaan kwn2.Even kkdng ak pk smtng utk gurau tp kwn pk len lak...cm2 la jgk sbliknye...Zaman bljr mg best..dpt jmpe ramai kwn.Ak dr sek men dk kt asrama,so ak dh beasa idup ngn kwn2.Dulu myb pkran xckup mtg lg...nw bleh la dkatakn mtg(hehe...xtau la persepsi org len)..
Wktu ak stdy kt colllge matrculation la kot i think i get 1st impression about kwn2 y dtg dr stiap ceruk tmpt.Dulu zman sek kwn2 pn cm lbh kurng je kot.Kt matric ak idup 1 blik 4 org ngn sorng chinse,nma die Teo Jhy Jhy...n i jst cl him JJ.sorng lg bdk perlis...ainaa diyana hazwani n bdk klntn...nur wahida.Ak dpt tgk pbezaan cra stdy antra ktaorng...especially JJ.Geng die ad 6 org n ak baek ngn diaorng sema.I'm so proud with them coz for d final exm 6 of them get 4.00.Nw diaorng kbykan ambik medical studies.Kt sna ak baek ngn aina...tp ktaorng kuliah bbza...die pn ad kwn bek len...y sma2 kuliah..
Msa pn kin bergerak...nw ak dh kt uitm..last sem daa..sem dpn prktikal.(hoyee!!!nti dpt pnglma bru....huhu).Kt cni pn ad rmai kwn2..diaorng sema best...tp ak tkt nk komen lbh2..ktaorng mg geng tp dsaat2 akhir cmni cm rsa ad smthing y xbest...myb tgh moody kot ak nw...hehe.Pape pn ak syng sema...
Nti ak continue lg cter ni ek.....
daaa.....tata.....
Pelik kn???Kkdng ak jd cpt trasa ngn usikn kwn2,pdhal ktaorng dh biasa bgurau cm2..Ak sdar,kkdng ak pn xmmpu nk jga sema perasaan kwn2.Even kkdng ak pk smtng utk gurau tp kwn pk len lak...cm2 la jgk sbliknye...Zaman bljr mg best..dpt jmpe ramai kwn.Ak dr sek men dk kt asrama,so ak dh beasa idup ngn kwn2.Dulu myb pkran xckup mtg lg...nw bleh la dkatakn mtg(hehe...xtau la persepsi org len)..
Wktu ak stdy kt colllge matrculation la kot i think i get 1st impression about kwn2 y dtg dr stiap ceruk tmpt.Dulu zman sek kwn2 pn cm lbh kurng je kot.Kt matric ak idup 1 blik 4 org ngn sorng chinse,nma die Teo Jhy Jhy...n i jst cl him JJ.sorng lg bdk perlis...ainaa diyana hazwani n bdk klntn...nur wahida.Ak dpt tgk pbezaan cra stdy antra ktaorng...especially JJ.Geng die ad 6 org n ak baek ngn diaorng sema.I'm so proud with them coz for d final exm 6 of them get 4.00.Nw diaorng kbykan ambik medical studies.Kt sna ak baek ngn aina...tp ktaorng kuliah bbza...die pn ad kwn bek len...y sma2 kuliah..
Msa pn kin bergerak...nw ak dh kt uitm..last sem daa..sem dpn prktikal.(hoyee!!!nti dpt pnglma bru....huhu).Kt cni pn ad rmai kwn2..diaorng sema best...tp ak tkt nk komen lbh2..ktaorng mg geng tp dsaat2 akhir cmni cm rsa ad smthing y xbest...myb tgh moody kot ak nw...hehe.Pape pn ak syng sema...
Nti ak continue lg cter ni ek.....
daaa.....tata.....
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
MRSM di hatiku....
erm...taun 2003 ak dpt offer smbung stdy kt mrsm kt...mklum la,sema sister n my brother dk kt asrma penuh,so i think i'm also must accept d offer.From my hometown to kuala t'ganu is around 3 jm...1st day to daftar kt sna ktaorg gerak lam kul 5 cm 2...smp sna punya la bangga tgk acdemic building kt mrsm(tgamam la jgk....)totally xsma ngn zaman sek men ren dlu...i'm just from sek luar bandar b4 smp mrsm 2..hehe.
My mom tmankin utk 1st meeting ngn homeroom(setiap stdent ad mk o ayh angkt sendiri kt san).Ya Allah..rupenya mk angkt ak seorng y baik n lemah lembut sgt...ktaorng pggil die umi!!trubt rindu kt umah.lpas tu msg2 dh ad life sndri kt sana..kwn baik ak kt sna tme 2 nma die wan nor jazmina..(rindu sgt..dh lma xcontact)blajr 1klas...wk2 form 4.Ak dlantik as a secretary of our homeroom.So,every week we had a meeting n ak la antara y pling kerap n rpat ngn umi..Walau kkdang ak tau ada kwn2 y xpuas ati sbb umi cm bg phatian lbh kt ak...tp nk wt cmne,ak mg syg umi.lg pn ak mg manja n sng nk mesra.blh dkatakn homeroom ktaorg adlh y pling aktif kt sna sbb dpt umi y tlalu sporting n every aktiviti die involve sme.ayhnda pengerua pn salute kt ktaorg...sbb msg2 rpat 1 sma laen...hehe.
Tp...bese la,drah muda kn...dlm rapt2 2 ak pling rpat ngn sorng boy ni(die jd president homeroom tme 2).Die baek ngn ak..die ad twin y stdy kt mrsm blik pulau tme 2,tp y kelakarnye tme awl2 dlu kwn2 ingt ak kembar die...hehe(ramai org ckp mka ktaorg sma).Tp kembar die laki jgk la...mane sma.pape hal ktaorg kongsi sma2...ak pn pnah ngs dpn die....tme 2 dh xrsa malu,sbb dh rpt sgt kn.Ktaorg geng 3 org ngn sorng lagi chinese y sma klas..nma die ateen(chua yuk thing).Ktaorg stdy sma2...prep pn sma.Tp ble dh form 5 msg2 xdpt 1klas lg..myb sbb msa kot ktaorg jd kurng jmpe n kongsi pape.ak ngn boy ni jst jmpe tme meetiing o ad aktvti homeroom je..ngn ateen lak tme kt blik je la.Erm...seronok nte kalu dpt kembalikn suasana dulu kan???rindunya korng sema...
kt sna selain umi ak ad sorng lg guru ksyangn ak...miss aina.(nw xtau la dh kwin ke x...)die cm kkak ak...xpnh lupe my besday...n tiap kali ad pape mst ak orng 1st y die cri kt sna.Ad 1story ni....blh wt ak ngs tau kalu ingt blik....21 september is my besdy...pg 2 ak tlmbat smp ke klas,tp ble ak smp ad orng dtg cri ak n smpaikn peasann.Rupenya cikgu aina bg ak adiah besday.ble ak bka,ak tgk dlm kotak tu ad 1 diary n dlm 2 tau ape die tulis?...ni ha....
HAPPY BESDAY,NONIE...SWEET 17TH
"yesterday is gone,tomorrow is a gift waiting to be opened.In this life you have to grab each opportunity as it comes.there are no guarantees in this life-for anyone.But no more regrets about what might have been.Let's concentrates on what's to come.To always rtemember the past,but to be thankful for the future!!!!
Dearest Nonie...
semoga menjd gadis y sentisa comel sprt sekarang,berjaya mencpai apa y dcta2kn.Hadiah y xsberapa ini sbg 1 ttik pmlaan utk nonie 'mencoretkn' sesuatu....Mungkin suatu pengalamn,cerita atau diari manis y berlaku dlm khdpan noni sterusnya....Anggaplah ini sbg memorabilia terindah!
I love you all!!!Ak tlalu rindukan suasana di mrsm dulu...
My mom tmankin utk 1st meeting ngn homeroom(setiap stdent ad mk o ayh angkt sendiri kt san).Ya Allah..rupenya mk angkt ak seorng y baik n lemah lembut sgt...ktaorng pggil die umi!!trubt rindu kt umah.lpas tu msg2 dh ad life sndri kt sana..kwn baik ak kt sna tme 2 nma die wan nor jazmina..(rindu sgt..dh lma xcontact)blajr 1klas...wk2 form 4.Ak dlantik as a secretary of our homeroom.So,every week we had a meeting n ak la antara y pling kerap n rpat ngn umi..Walau kkdang ak tau ada kwn2 y xpuas ati sbb umi cm bg phatian lbh kt ak...tp nk wt cmne,ak mg syg umi.lg pn ak mg manja n sng nk mesra.blh dkatakn homeroom ktaorg adlh y pling aktif kt sna sbb dpt umi y tlalu sporting n every aktiviti die involve sme.ayhnda pengerua pn salute kt ktaorg...sbb msg2 rpat 1 sma laen...hehe.
Tp...bese la,drah muda kn...dlm rapt2 2 ak pling rpat ngn sorng boy ni(die jd president homeroom tme 2).Die baek ngn ak..die ad twin y stdy kt mrsm blik pulau tme 2,tp y kelakarnye tme awl2 dlu kwn2 ingt ak kembar die...hehe(ramai org ckp mka ktaorg sma).Tp kembar die laki jgk la...mane sma.pape hal ktaorg kongsi sma2...ak pn pnah ngs dpn die....tme 2 dh xrsa malu,sbb dh rpt sgt kn.Ktaorg geng 3 org ngn sorng lagi chinese y sma klas..nma die ateen(chua yuk thing).Ktaorg stdy sma2...prep pn sma.Tp ble dh form 5 msg2 xdpt 1klas lg..myb sbb msa kot ktaorg jd kurng jmpe n kongsi pape.ak ngn boy ni jst jmpe tme meetiing o ad aktvti homeroom je..ngn ateen lak tme kt blik je la.Erm...seronok nte kalu dpt kembalikn suasana dulu kan???rindunya korng sema...
kt sna selain umi ak ad sorng lg guru ksyangn ak...miss aina.(nw xtau la dh kwin ke x...)die cm kkak ak...xpnh lupe my besday...n tiap kali ad pape mst ak orng 1st y die cri kt sna.Ad 1story ni....blh wt ak ngs tau kalu ingt blik....21 september is my besdy...pg 2 ak tlmbat smp ke klas,tp ble ak smp ad orng dtg cri ak n smpaikn peasann.Rupenya cikgu aina bg ak adiah besday.ble ak bka,ak tgk dlm kotak tu ad 1 diary n dlm 2 tau ape die tulis?...ni ha....
HAPPY BESDAY,NONIE...SWEET 17TH
"yesterday is gone,tomorrow is a gift waiting to be opened.In this life you have to grab each opportunity as it comes.there are no guarantees in this life-for anyone.But no more regrets about what might have been.Let's concentrates on what's to come.To always rtemember the past,but to be thankful for the future!!!!
Dearest Nonie...
semoga menjd gadis y sentisa comel sprt sekarang,berjaya mencpai apa y dcta2kn.Hadiah y xsberapa ini sbg 1 ttik pmlaan utk nonie 'mencoretkn' sesuatu....Mungkin suatu pengalamn,cerita atau diari manis y berlaku dlm khdpan noni sterusnya....Anggaplah ini sbg memorabilia terindah!
I love you all!!!Ak tlalu rindukan suasana di mrsm dulu...
